paranoid

I don't know how to deal with trouble people. So I prefer to stay away from them. And I don't like people who try to take advantage of others, and I am always the victim. I just only feel bad about myself when I know others are trying to take advantage of me. Ai....

時間飛逝

又過一年...放自己幾天假, 想"dick"起心肝做功課, 但係無乜心機, 進度超級的慢. 成萬多字要寫, 自己仲係寫得2千字, 睇怕要放多幾日假.

公公和婆婆年紀也老邁了, 公公雙脚不大靈活, 有天早上在街上跌倒了, 雖然沒有大礙, 但心裡很怕他會再跌倒. 婆婆記性也漸差, 時常忘記自己做了什麽. 安慰的是見他們互相扶持, 清早兩老一起去喝早茶. 我也時時提醒自己要多D陪佢地, 很想今年帶他們去旅行呢!

So touched

I made two friends this trip - Alvin and Jennifer. They are so nice to me, hard working with passions, they even took their time off to bring me out for nice places and meals which they don't really need to do that to me. And they also gave me an adorable cyrstal choker today!!

These people are just awesome, I am glad I have made friends with them. That's the valuable thing I got from this long trip! I think I hardly feel that way most of the time when I meet people at work...so it's an unexpecting gift this time! I deifnitely will miss them when i leave tomorrow...

What if you are sick overseas

Bad things keep happening to me. My allergy spread out fast this morning when I woke up. The first thing I asked myself, should i go to doctor? And the next answer is I can't wait coz it's spreading to other parts of my leg.

Called the house doctor from the hotel, he is so kind to treat me as the first appointment before any others and rushed to my hotel room. Then he diagonsis my allergy and finally I got two injections...and it costs skyhigh price!!! But I am satisfied with what he has done, he is very professional with the two injections, no pain and he keeps distracting me from the injections which helps. He talks to you like friends, ok, that worth skyhigh price, rite? Hahahaha.....

After talking to him, I learnt his professionals with some idea. He mainly caters for hotel guests and travel to the hotels to visit the travelling clients. He said normally patients who needs him are mostly urgent in nature coz they want to be cured immediately with the fastest method.
That's true...I was desparate enough to be cured immediately this morning!!!

After all, take my advice, try to take care yourself carefully when you are overseas. Try not to get sick coz the price to cure your sickness fast is Sky High Price in MONEY terms.

All of a sudden, my skin has allergy these few days. There are red spots and itching, I just don't know what to do...especially when I am out of town. Bad things keep coming to you when you are down...looking forward for tomorrow - a brand new day again i wish!!!

a cheer up message from someone

It's so nice that when you are down, you receive a cheer up message from someone. Thank you, you are just my angel at the right moment.

Good at nothing

Sometimes i asked myself what am i good at. Ashame of me, i don't think i am good at anything. I am not like other people who is good at playing sport, good at talking, good at pleasing people...sometimes people around me may think i am good at nothing, that could be true. I am not oustanding or excellent, i am just a simple and ordinary person. Please don't tell me how good other people are, i am not them, please. If you expect I am as good as those people, you are wrong. Give me a break!

My supper at the room

I am exhausted...again and again I expressed this these few months. I have nothing to say except i can tell you that i have a nice supper at the hotel room this Monday. I have a cream of minstrone soup and beef rib eye. It's just a nice meal for me. Good food is the only solution for me now to cure my tireness. Thinking what should I get for dinner tonight ;)

i am tired

i am so tired, tired of work, study, relationships, office, lives...my mind is blank now. I just do things everyday without my soul. I just want a break to let myself stay in peace for a while, i don't want to worry about anything. Ai ya... i really need a break. I want to be myself for a short break...carefree may be just for 2 days?

scary?

Scary thing can happen around you any minute. Yesterday while i was having lunch with my clients, the lady sitting next to our table suddenly scream and cried out loudly, losing control of herself, broke the plate on the table and was trying to cut herself. We only knew that she was talking to the guy on the table and this all happened in a sudden. Obviously it's a quarrel.

We are so scared that the lady really trying to harm herself. It's just scary if a person wants to hurt himself or herself with any reason. Life is so precisou, how could you end your life so easily? Especially if you are just hurting yourself just because of a guy??? I just don't understand.

There are more other precisou things or people that you can treasure on earth, like your father, your mother, friends...we should be thankful that we are able to breathe everyday, walking around healthly.

The Lake House & Click

Just watched two movies this week separately on the plane and on the DVD which both movies give me some kind of special feelings.

One is the love story called "Lake House" casting Keanu Reeves& Sandra Bullock and the other one is a comedy called "Click" casting Adam Sandler. I like the Lake House though some people said it's no difference from the original story-movie from Korea. However, I think the scenes, the performance of Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock is just perfect. They performend so well in the movice, just flow naturally. And one thing I like most is that the ending is a good one...which makes the movice wonderful to be watched. It's just romantic and touching! Even time cannot defeat Real Love!

For the movie "Click", I really don't think it's a good movie but the story behind this movie is really a good one. Guy always thinks that his wife or partner is so disturbing sometimes, so he got an amazing remote control which he could fast forward the disturbing moments anytime...so he misses so many wodnerful things including the love from the family, when he realizes it, it's too late...so message is clear here -- Family comes first!!!

These two movies just remind me how love can change things and how love is so real for human beings. We cannot live without love, isn't it so true?

Walking in the Rain

下大雨有時也不是太可怖, 因為你會發現空氣會清新一點, 地上也乾淨一點, 氣温會涼快一點.
幾天前在上班途中就看見了一幕可愛的景象, 情不自禁要把他拍下...小孩子就是喜歡下雨, 可以穿可愛的雨衣, 水boot, 還有最重要的可愛雨傘啊! 看着他一步一步走在前面就是很可愛,哈哈.

Time flies

I suddenly realized that i have not wrote for a long time here in my blog. Even worse, I forgot how to login to my account here. Life is so busy these two months and I am not sure what have i completed but only knowing that time flies.

Now i am sitting next to the window overseeing the Victoira Park at the library to continue my assignment, isn't it nice? The place is just quiet and peaceful (weekday morning only). The weather is wonderful today, it would be nice to hang out to the beach or outdoor to enjoy a coffee with nice breeze. The world outside is nothing to you.

Just wonder, when will we enjoy a relaxing day off during the weekdays together, my friends? It looks like it's a luxury to me.

辦公室政治

最近公司又有人開始玩政治, 今次自己發現不可以再啞忍了, 我這次是真的很失望. 我絕對可以不聞不問, 照做自己份內事等出糧. 事情越來越不對勁, 我不可以再忍受不公義的事在發生, 也許你會說, 每處的辦公室也不過是一樣, 你可以怎樣? 改變世界? impossible? 我只是覺得要做正確的事, 我也不知道做的對不對. 也許都是時候去轉變一下環境, 雖然有一点憂慮, 我想我也不會後侮, 在一個失望的地方呆待豈不是浪費青春?

Perhaps Love

或者愛就是一個resting place, 它的存在是為了安慰你. 當你無助時, 寂寞時它會令你温暖, 愛的回憶就帶你回家.

Perhaps Love - John Denver

Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Oh, Love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel

For some a way of living
For some a way to feel

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

鮑魚煲雞湯

真係好忙,好倦, 工作開始踏入peak season, 又要趕交功課, 好似24小時都唔夠. 加埋世界杯, 仲忙D! 當我忙到嘔之際, 爸爸打电話來叫我今晚回家飲鮑魚煲雞湯, 當時我跟他說我有事忙可能不可以回家飲湯. 當我放下电話, 心裹有把聲音跟我說, 爸爸咁好咁錫你, 無論自己幾忙, 無任何其他事比他更重要. 於是我即刻回电給他說"我今晚返來"...回到家就是什麽煩惱也忘記, 吃着美味的魚蝦蟹, 喝着那鮑魚雞湯就是很滿足很開心. 爸爸煮的東西是最美味!

Funny thing happens everyday

Sometimes funny thing happens everyday. When I was having lunch at a hotel today, I asked the chef to cut me a piece of beef, then he asked me "Oh, is your last name XXXX?", then I replied "How do you know?", he said "of coz, it said at your name badge..." Ha ha ha...oh yes. He then told me his last name is also XXXX.

So up to now, you may wonder why I said it's funny. The funny part is there are not many people in chinese community who got this special last name, you can count the no. within 100 in the world. People who share the same last name with me are quite rare. We are so excited to talk to each other trying our best to identify our relationships...another funny part is we started throwing out all of our relatives' names in order to find out whether we are relatives or not. That can make my day.

I am just as simple, as easily satisfied like my Little Prince.

Little Prince

I do not own any dolls after a certain age of my life. But I do keep one for the rest of my life...it's my Little Prince. I think you should know him too. I just love this story book, I read it when I was a child, I read again when I was a teenager and I read it again and again when I am an adult now.

If the world has no other choice, there is only one flower, one tree, you will treasure them and make good friend with it. Think about it, in reality, there are so many choices, we can alway choose a new one if we find the old one no good. There is no perfect world.

When I feel I am alone, I will think of Little Prince, he is my companion. He is just kind, gentle and pure.

係咪好蝦

我係咪好蝦? Mr.A 承諾小妹promotion足足講左半年, 得個講字, 做唔到唔好應承人, 仲扮無野好似好落力, 你估小妹真係白痴嗎? 自問真的deserve promotion, 既然事情還在拖又無結果, 我巳經無晒motivation, 每日做好本份就走. 當你的盼望落空, 自然就無motivation, 跟住就去找第二條出路. 可能自已係好蝦, 唔識玩手段同搏老命爭取, 所以得來如此下場, 唔洗可憐...

病倒了

最近衰到貼地, 繼食錯dirty food 肚瀉後, 小妹又唔小心自切手指尾血流如注, 再加上老細一拖再拖小妹的promotion, 我又病倒了. 咳到肺都快要穿了, 到夜晚就更厲害, 根本無可能睡覺, 一躺下便咳到死去活來. 精神及鬥志指數又再下滑, 真係低到見低啦! 有苦自己知, 好辛苦呀! 唯有耐心等侯反彈...彈番高少少啦! 唉!